Me Blog..

Just now, my hands feel "gatal" to open the Bulletin Board. And suddenly, my eyes glued to the statement by Shikin announcing that she is already married with her boyfriend on November last year. She will deliver her baby this August. What a shock! After all these months (3 months), I feel that I am being cruel and sarcastic to my relatives and friends for surprising them by announcing  that I’m going to marry with my hubby (of course the whole UNIMAS know him!), just a day before the amazing, happy, and sad (bila masuk bab salam tangan papa. Nak nangis rasanya) moment. Meaning that, I DO still feel guilty until I read Shikin’s statement. Now, I don’t feel regret anymore. I think, I do the right thing by telling my friends a day earlier (well, my classmates knew the news few weeks earlier before you guys in Semenanjung. And sorry for that. I belanja you all bila konvo nanti ye?!) because my true intention is to let you all understand that I marry him because I’m ready for it. There is no reason for someone to hide his/her marriage for a long time. People around you surely ask, "Why NOW? What HAPPENED?" Please, don’t say that I am being cruel. For God’s sake, don’t be hipocrite, some of us (actually, many of us) will kept on asking these questions until they get a satisfying answers. Well, I got to go now. My chubby hubby needs me. Ciaow!

At last, for about more than a month, alhamdulillah, I finally seeing myself today surfing the Internet. It’s so hard to look out the cybercafe, even stepping on its floor. As far as I’m concern, only 1 cybercafe in the whole Kapit! Sound like this place is big, but actually it is as small as Taman BDC, but much… much compact. Hehe… I get the chance to use the Internet at my hubby’s office.

A day after our last meeting of Internship at UNIMAS, I fly over to Sibu (leaving my papa, mama, azam n dudin… huhuhu), then straight to Kapit, to rejoin with my hubby. Guys out there, don’t be sad. It’s not that I don’t like you… but we are not to be destined together :)