What A Shock!!!
Just now, my hands feel "gatal" to open the Bulletin Board. And suddenly, my eyes glued to the statement by Shikin announcing that she is already married with her boyfriend on November last year. She will deliver her baby this August. What a shock! After all these months (3 months), I feel that I am being cruel and sarcastic to my relatives and friends for surprising them by announcing that I’m going to marry with my hubby (of course the whole UNIMAS know him!), just a day before the amazing, happy, and sad (bila masuk bab salam tangan papa. Nak nangis rasanya) moment. Meaning that, I DO still feel guilty until I read Shikin’s statement. Now, I don’t feel regret anymore. I think, I do the right thing by telling my friends a day earlier (well, my classmates knew the news few weeks earlier before you guys in Semenanjung. And sorry
for that. I belanja you all bila konvo nanti ye?!) because my true intention is to let you all understand that I marry him because I’m ready for it. There is no reason for someone to hide his/her marriage for a long time. People around you surely ask, "Why NOW? What HAPPENED?" Please, don’t say that I am being cruel. For God’s sake, don’t be hipocrite, some of us (actually, many of us) will kept on asking these questions until they get a satisfying answers. Well, I got to go now. My chubby hubby needs me. Ciaow!

June 13th, 2005 at 10:03 pm
Oooh… you’re in Kapit?
Wow, I grew up there until we moved. aAs fate had it, my hubby is from Kapit. Went there on 2nd June but didn’t get the chance to really jalan2. Yeah, Kapit is a small town but peaceful la.
btw, I’m CogSci senior kat UNIMAS pernah satu kelas tapi i didnt really get to know u guys. got here via Marde’s